6 MONTHS SOBER

Marie Audemard

why do i still dream about you?
it has been months
six months of nothing
haven’t seen you in four
but my brain can’t let go

i’m so tired
of looking for your car
for your curls in the street
how long will i look for you?

the bedroom door
doesn’t sound like your anger anymore
i barely remember you here
everything fades
our memories
sentences
arguments
they will all go
but i underestimated
how long a real heartbreak lasts